this wil be my last post for 2007. Have you done what you've wanted during 2007 period? I think i have and but expect for one which i think i have to do it during 2008. So wish me luck on that!

 

2008, i will start a new life again. Well, i always said this but never seems to do it ...hehehe. BUT....this time i will do it! I will try and think of my goals needed to be acheived during 2008. Time sure flies...next thing you know its 2009 and you're going to be 1 year older....and that sucks! If only i could be a kid forever and never grow up, i wouldn't mind....

 

Before the end of 2007, i will try and make a wish.....a new year wish. I remember 3 years back i made a wish, which i wrote down on a balloon filled with helium gas. That wish that i wished for technically came true but it was only my nightmare. This time i will be doing the same again, but it will be a different wish. Hopefully my wish will come true this time agian.

 

Gosh...i am not sure what am i talking here....may be its because i haven't been sleeping last night ......going to need more rest though as tonight gotta stay up late.

 

Time for me to stop blogging for 2007. I'll see you guys next year!

 

It's CHRISTMAS TODAY! and i would like to sing this song....it's called "Last Christmas"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

That's all from me and Merry Christmas again!

 Hello....i am back. It's been a while since i blogged. Lets see....i just got a new pc that cost me RM5.6K in total. After 3 years ++ with the Pentium 4, i think its time so i bought a quite high end PC. Basically i changed everything from monitor, speakers, mouse, keyboard and etc. It cost me a bomb so hopefully i wont be changing PC for the next 3 years. Other than that things have been rather....i would say a roller coaster ride for me. Been trying very hard to see the truth but still cant see it yet.  Plans which i have in mind was cancelled due to an unexpectedly. Ah....been thinking alot lately but i am trying to stop thinking because what i think is bad things, nothing good in mind. Life sucks sometimes i would say....but that's life i guess.

 

Well...today is Mr Chan's Bday so happy 24th bday and welcome to Club 24! 2 days go it was Ms Lao's Bday, so happy belated Bday and welcome to club 24 also!! HEHEHE! Had a so called reunion dinner + bday celebration with them yesterday at 1U. It's been a while since we meet up because of work. Watched National Treasure 2 too with them....i give a B- for that so.  I wont say very nice, but at least its worth the money la. Unlike 30 days of night which was a RIP OFF! One of the worst show i've seen.

 

10 more days and we can say bye bye to 2007. Damn....2008 will be here soon. I still got unfinished business left for 2007!!! Which leaves me 10 days to accomplish it.  A race againts time now, need to do it perfectly!

 

Christmas is just 4 days away!!! Boy i cant wait. Im throwing a so called BBQ Christmas event on the 25th at my house. I've invited a few of my colleagues over and a few from my college days friends. Hopefully it will be a fun one. I will preprare everything for the BBQ and i got quite alot of things to do....but should be manageable la.

 

Hm.....im running out idea to blog already for now so i'll stop here. This might be my last blog of the year so i might as well say "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" 1st. Don't forget to make a new year wish! Alright...im off...Adios Amigo....

Today it's 2nd December. Another 1 more month until 2008. Well, im blogging here because i didn't sleep well today. Slept quite later yesterday and woke up like 7am. I dreamt a few nightmares yesterday. Not 1 you know, like 4-5 different dreams but all of them are the same type of nightmare. Never been this disturbed before for a long long time but now it's coming back again. I just can't help it. It turn out that things are not looking very very (yes, i repeated that twice) well for me at the moment. I'm listening to X-Japan - Endless Rain repeated for the past 24 hours, may be more. I'm a completely different person for the past few days. I've got no mood to do anything during my off days. Took leaves just because i need to clear it asap before it get burn, that also don't know what to do at home. No games to play, got alot JDorama to watch but not in the mood to watch any of them. Been thinking alot, seriously alot! Most of my thinking are negative thoughts but i just can't help it as it could be real. I'm lost, not sure what to do. I guess this is part of life when you will have this kind of moments. I need to move on, can't stay like this forever. Trying, i am trying but it's so heavy. I could hardly move because my body suddenly feels so heavy. I hope this heaviness inside my body will dissappear very soon.

 

I don't have the appetite to eat anything now, it's 9:06am. I just want to be quiet and be alone for a while. Don't worry, i won't do anything stupid. I just need a moment here alone. So, stopping here for a moment. I'm off.