It's 8am and im awake on a Saturday Morning. For the last few weeks i didn't get a good sleep. Sometimes i just cannot sleep until like 4-5am only i am able to sleep due to tiredness i think. It's not that i don't go to bed early. Weekdays i normally go to bed around 12am and weekend around 1-2am depending on my activities but for the past few weeks i have been thinking a lot so i guess that's the cause of it. BUT im all good for the past few days. I try not to think a lot and just let my life flow...

 

Alright, CNY 09 is officially over. I seriously had a great CNY till the very end. Believe it or not i am still playing Mahjong with my kaki and we played it just yesterday! No i don't gamble that is for sure and we're just playing for fun only. Mahjong can train your brain you know!

 

Oh ya, i got something to tell you guys. You all know me wanting to go Aussie right? I know some of you all have actually tried to talk me out on going aussie by giving the reasons like "you have friends like us here, want to go there meh!?", or "you go there got no durian, junk food to eat, where got nice!", or "there so boring, for sure you'll come back crying!", and this is the killer one "Do you really want to go over there when you have not accomplish something here? Do you really want to go Benny? Ask yourself what you want most?" and many more. So...all the influence has played a big part and i must say i have put Aussie a side temporally for now. This is not a permanent thing for me. Even if i get my Aussie PR this year i still have 5 years to decide to go in or not. I want to say is this, i like it here but i don't see myself staying here long term. BUT, there is something i know which i don't think i can get in Aussie. So for me it's the most important thing now and i want to make it HAPPEN! Yes...that word "HAPPEN" i put all in caps. I am willing to sacrifice here. Well, a man just has to do what a man is best at. May be you all will still see me running around in KL so stat tune for my final answer. So wish me luck and i'll give it all i've got :)

 

Some of you guys may know that i have my own guitar youtube channel and for the past few months, i have received a lot personal msg and comments about my guitar playing and it seems i got positive feedback! I was even invited by someone to join WekaStar.Com - Online Amateur Music Competition. If i get selected i will get my own record deal. Don't think i want to join this one but 1 thing for sure is, i know i am practicing guitar the right way :)

 

Alright...gonna continue playing my guitar now. I'll see you guys again someday ya...take care~

Well...i am back at my usual spot after 1 month...hehe. Okie...its a brand new chinese new year and this time its the year of the Ox. I heard that this Ox year, those born in the boar year will not be have such a good year. So since i am one of the boar...i will try to be extra careful this year as i am expecting alot of things to happen this year for me alone.

 

So....it's 11 days after CNY and i am still in holiday mood. During my 2 weeks break for CNY i had alot alot alot alot of FUN! With my family and friends of course! Went and gamble with small kids and lost a few dollors, played mahjong with my close friends and went bankrup 3 times, went ti malaka visit colleagues, went for my primary school reunion and that was the best! I have to say this is the best CNY i had in years even if my kampung was in KL! Ah...if only i could have fun like this every month once also puas la...hahahaha.

 

After my 2 weeks of break now i am back to work...geez, my engine still haven't warm up for work. Going to work and seeing all the email, work left for me was so crazy! I kinda had a honeymoon for the past 2 months in the office coz my projects all finished. Now its the beginning of 2009 and projects are starting to come in and i am going to be very very busy in 1 month time i predict. I hope my upcoming projects will be smooth sailing. I cannot say i dont want to encounter any problems but i'll just want to minimize it...hehe

 

I am really really really (yes , i repeated it 3 times) looking forward to this year. I am expecting a lot of big big thinsg to happen like i told you guys before. So, wish me luck ya. I'll need all the luck i can this year. That's all from me for now. Catch you guys another time here then!