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3月14日 Men best friend Ok, that title i got it from
a movie called "Marley and Me" that i just watched at 1U earlier. It's
a really touching story about a dog's life with it's master until the
very last moment of the dog's life. Seriously i like really like dogs
but not as much after i watched that movie it made me feel that dogs
really do understand humans feeling. It's something like when you need
someone to accompany when you're not being yourself, men best friend
which is the dog will be by your side no matter what. The dog seems to
understand you and sit beside you all the time. It like the dog knows
your entire problem and no matter what the dog will still be beside
you, trying to understand you. The sad part of the movie is, the dog
died of old age and the family that owned the dog was really really
sad. I can hear people cry in silent but i don't blame them. Who
wouldn't? Well i didn't shed any drop of tears but that movie surely
did touch me. May be i should get a dog in the future, and a cat
together. Who said cat and dog cannot live together? I'll prove them
wrong! Well, not sure when that will happen but 1 thing for sure is, i
am bound to go crazy when i get a dog but that's life isn't it? Tell me
which human would go through total smoothness in their life ever? For
sure there will be road blocks, humps, dead end and potholes on every
road journey you take. It's how you think of a way to avoid and if you
still hit anyone of them, learn from the mistake and try to avoid it
next time. Surely there will be bitter and sweet times. All we can do
hope for the best but if shit happens, clean up the shit and move on. That is what i am doing. I have fallen on the ground, stood up for myself again and walk too many times. I seriously wanted to quit standing up again and let it be like that forever BUT i cannot. I want to live my life to the fullest. So no matter how many times i fall, i will still get up and walk, jog or run to the finish line. I cannot just quit here because i believe hard work does paid off. I want to show that i am trying my level best to walk, jog or run to the finish line. May be it will take me a little longer to reach the finish line but still, i believe the "judge" will see that i have a strong will inside me to get to the finish line. In life nothing is easy, you have to work hard to get what you want in life. Nothing comes easy. I know putting 101% into it. I am halfway already, why quit now? You still wont get anything but if you finish it, you will get appreciation which i think that is PRICELESS. I need your support/cheering to help me get to the finish line. I know what i want, and i only have 1 life to do it. So please if you see me fall and don't get up, scold the hell out of me! Bring me back the sense!!! Alright, enough of me bragging. If you have haven't watch Marley and me you can give it a try. It's worth it. Oh well...it's 1:47am and i am feeling very tired and sleepy. I think i am falling sick already because i felt abit feverish since this evening but i think im still good. So until my next level of entry here...see ya~ 3月10日 i am drifting away slowly Alright, it's the beginning of March of 2009 and i've gotta say time flies. Before you knew it it's middle of the year. Damn it...why is time ticking so fast? Well...i just got back home from office and i have this feeling like "i am being drifted away slowly on sea". I kinda feel like my life is missing something and that i am not living to achieve it. I hated this feeling inside me. This is not the 1st time i am feeling this. I feel like sreaming this now "WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME!?". That's form a song called Chop Suey by System Of a Down Under. The vocalist would scream so loud that word and it makes me want to scream along. Sorry, i am a little not right today. I just feel like going out and break something but i can't. Well....shit happens, too many times may be but shit does happens. Well, i will be alright. I just need time. May be tomorrow i will be fine. Just don't feel like doing anything today. Guess i will give my guitar 1 day off. Until shit doesn't happen again...later~ |
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