Today is Jason's 22nd birthday! Happy Birthday Jason! I wish i was there in Brisbane to celebrate with you but i cant. Im sure you have other friends to help you celebrate!

 

Ok...now here is the serious part. Today, or 2 more days mark my return from Brisbane after my studies 2 years ago. I really cannot forget that day when i left Brisbane for good. Now i will say out the truth before i returned to KL for good. It was my last semester and it's very near to the end of my studies. I had a choice to come back and continue back my KL life which i have left behind or start a new life in Brisbane by staying there for more studies and apply my PR. Jason was my house mate and he advised me to continue to stay in Brisbane but i have other plans in my mind. My sister who's in Perth at the moment asked me to stay put in Brisbane and i was thinking to go or not to go. Now this was what i was thinking:

 

-Cars are cheap and you know i like to play with cars

-the weather is nice

-money is good

-life is good

-Lots of Japanese Chicks

 

- Family

- food

- friends

- 1 BITCH i know which i thought i've got hope on

 

At that time i see Brisbane have all the advantages over KL but because of 1 bitch i've known which i thought i've got chance and if i miss this chance, don't think i'll have another shot already. So i took the gamble and came back. That decision trump all other decisions i had in mind and boy that was a mistake. I came back with a very big hope but after months, that hope was just a very false hope. Everything shattered. Imagine this, there are 2 trees. 1st tree have alot of birds and the 2nd tree only has 1 bird and that bird is the smallest 1. I only have 1 stone on my hand and i must select which tree to throw the stone at the birds. If i were to choose the 1st tree and throw the stone at the tree, at least it would have hit any bird. Even if i missed to hit any birds, i can pick up the stone and try again. Instead i choose the 2nd tree which only have 1 bird and it's the smallest one. I took a gamble and went for the only bird which was the hardest to hit. I threw the stone and it missed the bird totally and the bird flew away. I dont have any more birds left to hit at. So now im stranded here. Well i can't blame anyone for not hitting the smallest bird on the 2nd tree but myself. I took a gamble and lost at it.

 

It's not that i dont like KL, just that i feel Australia is a much better to stay instead of Malaysia. Oh well the past is the past. Can't go back and chance back the decisions i made already. I've got to stick to my plan here and wait for another 2 years ++ to apply for a PR. If i have the chance to go back now, i will pack my bags, tender my resignation and fly over there. I really don't want to waste any more time here if i dont intended to stay here. Aussies is everything to me and i will try my best go move over. Well everything is not guaranteed so i can't say im 100% i can move over. If i cant move over in the future, i'll be glad to stick to where i am now but i will not give up my hope on this! I have no more reasons to stay here i can say. Everyday im thinking of going back to Australia.

 

Oh well, i think i have repeated this many many many times here on my blog here. 2 years already since im back in KL and boy it still feels like yesterday. Time flies and i hope in 2 years time i will be able to move to Australia. Anyway, happy birthday to Jason! Take care my friends!